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Do not turn from me Oh God. I cherish every moment my body catches your gaze. I only find peace in Your presence. No other earthly relationship is worth seeking if it is not given from You oh God. Fill every part of me with Your being and drown me in Your presence. Do not hide your face from me when I fail to follow Your will. Cling to me as You always have and help me find my only joy in You! Show me how far the east is from the west! Lord fill me with your spirit. Help me to breath your fire on to everyone around me. You are my rock Lord God, my strong fortress. Place onto me all the armor of Your being. Sanctify me and make me holy! I long for you oh Lord. Thousands of moments without You could never be as fulfilling as a single one that comes from you. I earnestly focus on leaving my hand open to you only taking what you give. Guide me in Your plan for my life. Thank you Lord, thank you.

This day.

Today, today is the day our Lord and Savior was hung on that tree for us. Each of the thorns in his crown the crown of  the perfect king, each of the nails in his hands and feet. They represent our sins and everything evil we have done to or against Him. This day Jesus Christ died for each and every human being on this good earth to save them from eternal damnation in hell. This is the one day that I look forward to each year. Not to be down about anything but to feel that assuring gift and presence of what God has done for me personally. My yoke is heavy and Christ upon that cross took the weight of the world on His back and lightened each and everyone of our loads. What a great and powerful God we have. I am thankful for this day. Jesus thank you for doing what you knew had to be done for us.

Thank you. Sing, smile, mirror.

Thank you God for making each day of mine brighter. For everyone and everything You put in my life. Thank You for giving me my daily breath and the words to help those who need it. I pray You keep giving me words to praise words that will sing loud among the nations and resonate Your love. In my thoughts thank you for making me smile and making my thoughts smile. And finally help me in everything I do to mirror You and what You've done for us on that tree.  Make my heart leap for joy at the sound of Your mighty name Lord. Let all who hear this know they are fearfullly and wonderfully made and we are the clay and God is the potter and He is molding our lives perfectly.  Thank you Jesus.

Purpose

My utmost for His highest, my best for His glory. Both amazing phrases to live by. Give all glory to the good Lord and be complete. Driven by God has got to be the most amazing thing ever. Just giving your entire life, be it your actions or your thoughts or words that have been said or left unsaid, to God is so relieving and so inspiring. I find myself sleeping sounder but also waking up early and not wanting to leave my bed until I have focused or pinned God down if you will so that my thoughts and actions mirror His during the day.  Pray in everything is also. EVEN THE LITTLE THINGS!!! You see those people that look stressed pray for God to grant them peace. See a car accident, pray for healing or well being and life, but most importantly pray that those who may have passed in those tragedies see the shining face of Jesus. Pray in absolutely everything and devote your life, your longing to be with God. I love it! LOVE EVERYONE! Okay I'm hyper with God right now so if this don't make sense oops! GOD is our purpose! Spreading his good news is our Purpose! Give your best for His glory and fulfill your purpose.

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Forgiveness.

This is hard.

When everything goes wrong and you are too lost in your thoughts to turn to God is the best time to. It's really difficult to turn to God for answers when sadness or longing or hurt come into your life.  How long should we wait in the dark for a quiet whisper? How long do we have to be sad? Do we wait and sit in the dark when Christ is in the light? I don't want to be in the dark. It's difficult to search for the light when life's struggles come around you. I've heard the analogy of clouds and how God is in them. I guess that means that on the most dreary days, the days filled with the most sadness, we should turn to Him. That can be very difficult though I'm not gonna lie. But still trying is better than sitting around doing nothing.