This is hard.

When everything goes wrong and you are too lost in your thoughts to turn to God is the best time to. It's really difficult to turn to God for answers when sadness or longing or hurt come into your life.  How long should we wait in the dark for a quiet whisper? How long do we have to be sad? Do we wait and sit in the dark when Christ is in the light? I don't want to be in the dark. It's difficult to search for the light when life's struggles come around you. I've heard the analogy of clouds and how God is in them. I guess that means that on the most dreary days, the days filled with the most sadness, we should turn to Him. That can be very difficult though I'm not gonna lie. But still trying is better than sitting around doing nothing.